digressions

am glad that ria read thru my blogs. am also unhappy coz she is unhappy. i cannot help her.. and her parents are not really helpful at all. may be this is breach of privacy and ria will kill me as the first thing when i land back home. rain has stopped and i am looking forward to a nice cup of tea with ashi now. ashi is a great guy...played natalie brooks.. what kinda extensionn is .ifn? dunno. kinda ticked off with gta. i need to upgrade muh ram. i am missing out on killing these three guys on the little jacob mission. by the way i am also missing carlberg and loony deepro.
could not find darjeeling tea in spinneys and i just cannot have anything other than darjeeling tea. ashish made some great coffee with baileys...awesome.
planning to loose weight, but not working. not working at all.still now sipping my thumps up...drew some ok pictures. ashi liked them. but then ashi likes anything i do. cooked some tofu yesterday. didnt like it. it tastes too much like curd...paneer is better. didnot like danish blue cheese and is in complete love with feta...i love the usual greek salad.. with could make the dressing at home.was kinda happy drawing and then remembered that mom used to draw too...
now for the digression, all i wanna say that i am digressing no more... life decided what it wants for me. its not bad and i dont have an option. tears do trickle down now and then but...i decided not to digress again in to some dreams that will never come true...life it is... there are no dreams left to digress in to.. i am not sad... i am just accepting stuffs... guess its easier....and am a chicken